Played tennis at yh's house yesterday... met mok at j8 before that shopping for groceries... :P
Hmmm, must say i was quite annoyed at the match i lost to yuan, shouldn't have lost that match, really, but after the bad line calls, i got badly affected and just tanked the match. it just sucked. well, at least i did much better against yh... anyway, my racket is cracked, it can't seem to impart much topspin to the ball anymore, which explains why i've been hitting long... can change a racket soon... yay! :)

had to wake up so early cause of a fencing clinic we are doing for so underpriviledged children from some family service center. attendance was dismal, i'm gonna have to do something about this... its always the same pple turning up... bah. anyway, i thought it was quite a success, the children looked like they were enjoying themselves, and we even managed to teach them a thing or two... oh, and talking to them also helped me to understand them better... :)

well, after that, we (zp, nick) when to parkway for lunch... its so wonderful now, its got so much food stalls and everything... am just so spoilt for choice! haha, had a nice lunch, then went with nick to look for leather shoes... well, he chose an ok pair... rite? ;)

yup, then while nick was having his haircut at his Supercuts, rich kid, me and zp went shopping for stuff i needed... and wanted... haha. First stop, we went to the nokia shop to get right tones... zp got some yan zi song, sounds nice, its called yu4 jian4... and i got... *gasp* I Still Believe. Well, that song *is* meaningful... :) Oh and i just keep looking at the prices for different phones, am so tempted to get something, but nothing that catches my fancy. yups, next was watsons, bought sunblock, face wipes and somemore wax... oh i'm so vain... *embarrassed*... then went to body shop and wow, they've so many lovely products, all those luxury feel good products... me and zp were just like testing everything... and in the end, i got some mango oil spray cause the skin on my hand is all like coming off, hope it helps... :D

and so, we went to look for nick... and we were amazed by his radical new hairstyle! i think it looks great, shouldn't be afraid to try new things... :)

after repeated calls from my mum, i finally decided to return home, and zp went with me cuz he wanted to get some more ringtones uploaded to his phone - the excitment of getting a new phone... :P oh yeah, and spent even more time getting ready his mp3 cd... haha, still not done yet... opps! :P

and hey, u, yes u, dun feel so depressed anymore k? i guess the lack of sleep isn't good for u, cuz everything just seems to go wrong, i totally understand... just try to relax... yup, and i dun blame u la... i'm sure i'll after so many years already... :P okie, take care everyone, flying off tmr, hopefully i'll have a nice trip to aus and not get airsick... :S hate flying! :@

will continue to blog in aus... haha...

oh, i think i should start packing, haha, am always doing such last minute packing... :S

Hmmm, this is so expected... haha, he's always been my favourite superhero anyway... :P

*yawns* i give up up sleeping, the phone just keeps ringing! haha, but since i've slept like over 12 hours last nite, maybe i should wake up... :P

oh, yesterday was quite a fun day in spite of the fact that i was so dead tired... went down to yuan's house and was greeted by this little ball of fur, barking its head off... was kinda cute... :D anyway, he'd then be the center of attraction for the rest of the day. he was like this licking machine that would just lick me again and again till i was so wet... at least it meant that it liked me... ;) well, then it'd start chewing on things!! anything! we had to keep a vigilant eye on it, cause it would just try to steal marshmellows and even monopoly money! :P haha, and then there was this once, i hit the marshmellows behind the bed, and it just kept staring there with those huge puppy eyes till i was so tempted to give him, and when i stood up, it just ran over to look for it... bet it was plotting all along... hurhur... :P and that strange dog then refused to eat its own food, and we had to feed it from our hands... more saliva, haha...

well, we played monopoly, it was quite ok the second time cause it was more evenly balanced... but the first time, yuan was just... too lucky... :rolleyes: then i was also playing this tennis game that i hadn't played for years on his com, not too bad i must say, cause at the end of the day, i beat the com 6-0! :) and his mum was also quite nice, constantly offering us food and talking to us... :) so yeah, quite a nice day...

oh yeah, my mouse is down... someone help me fix it!! :( and thank goodness i'm using a laptop with a touchpad, how come it pcs dun have the same userfriendly feature that macs have? yihan's mac has something u can use to control the mouse if yr mouse is down!

gosh, some much happened the past few days... too bad i didn't have a net connection to write these things down, now i dun even know where to start.

let's go by days... ;)

Sunday

Hmmm, zp and I arrived at the chalet after *much* delay caused by jl who called us up repeatedly. somehow i feel bad for being so... unhelpful cause we were late and he was repeating the same problem over and over again... but i really sympathise with him, shall be nice to him... :) The night was great, was feeling quite excited, like i always do when i first arrive... was glad to see aa gun there... haven't talked to him in ages! hurhur... good friends will forever be friends... :)

Monday

Due to severe lack of sleep, was quite tired... played lots of cards games and ps2 the night before and talked of course... believe it or not, we went to play basketball early in the morning. actually, it ain't the we part that's shocking, probably the fact that i played... was quite fun, and i actually shot some shots in... :) anyway, me and aaron left early for the beach... the weather was lovely, a light mist kinda rain was just flying across my face, while my feet was in the sand, feeling every swirl of the waves around them and the sand tickling me... such a nice feeling. and did i mention the beach at changi is so much nicer than that at east coast? less rubbish and clearer waters... :)

After that, it was mahjong (finally got the set) and swimming... was actually scared that daryl was coming soon, didn't know what to expect, was hoping and praying that things would turn out fine... well, i didn't leave though i was considering... and well, i must say, that was a really good decision i made. at first, when i first saw him, he looked like he was gonna eat me up... haha... so i thought i had made the wrong choice. disappointed, i just wanted to get away from him, hence the excessive bugging to go to the arcade... :$ yup, but somehow, things changed... he gave me tokens at the arcade, tried to talk to me at the chalet... if i was being unreceptive, then it must have been the shock at what was happening. but after a while, it sunk in, and i realised it was true. it was a such a warm feeling, and i know it brought about great relief. dorin even told me that she and her sis were laughing in joy when we were sitting next to each other talking...

so the day continued, we had bbq, and i actually taught a few pple german bridge cuz it was something new... they picked it up quite fast.. but i'm still the master! :P then, we went bowling where i kinda got pissed at first cause i was not finding my mark... but it did get better. zp was just amazing, hitting pins down like swatting flies...? impressive. finally, we returned, and just continued with our mahjong/ps2/card games.

slept at like 5am... and i'm still feeling the effects, so pardon the crappy language...

Tuesday

woke up today, and just sat around till sel was ready to go k box... well, she's been wanting to do this for quite long, so we all went... :) well, the first part was fine as the couches were nice and the ice milo was nice... but things started to go wrong. haha, really wrong, i was actually gonna bitch about it here, but then what's the point. if some pple aren't gonna feel bad for what they've done, then yeah, good that their conscience is so harmless... :) yups, anyway, it really just killed me, and it was so bad i had to leave for quite a while. and it didn't help that pple were just singing love song after love song, made me feel a little lovesick... thank goodness i'm over that. oh, so sad, i didn't get to sing... like all the songs were chinese and i didn't know them at all... :(

went back, and just sulked, and sulked... sorry everyone, couldn't really help it... and yeah, i dunno why u were missing me, and sorry if i was kinda mean/harsh, was already in a really bad mood, and i couldn't excatly bring myself to comfort u the way i would usually like to. anyway, it seems u are better, again... and hopefully, it'd finally stay that way... :)

and val, do i look really fierce when i'm upset? :P haha...

okie, so i had many long talks after dinner... first with nick, then zp then nick again... well, i dunno what to say... am just so so so grateful for friends like u... you're the best man! after talking to them and all, walking through the dark chalets, i felt so much better. all the bottled up crap from the afternoon was just released, and i felt alive again... thanks guys... :)

yup, so it was the last nite, and opps, forgot to mention the arrival of matt... he was so damn comical, wanted to walk from the train station?!! rite... and no, i didn't know tt u were pissed over the phone... maybe cuz i was in a daze... :P

anyway, it was the usual games we played, nothing much new... that ends the important happenings in my life the last few days... :)

leaving for yuan's house soon, dun believe it, my eyes can barely keep open... i must be mad.

PS: val, i'll buy you all the stuff i owe u... and thanks a lot for the concern u showed for me, i'm fine now, really... :)

hehe, rushing off to chalet soon, zp at my house hurrying me... hurhur

day started off sucky... didn't go biking at ubin today cause i was tired... sorry hon... :S
but then, surprise surprise... cm msged me to play tennis, and since dad was going to bishan, i could be dropped of at yh's house and finally got to talk to him... at last... :) had much fun at his house... went for tennis later.. played german bridge and monopoly.. stupid chang! :( had dinner and now am home...

shall be gone for a few days, tell u more next time! take care everyone! :)

Review of Kylie's Body Language... 6.5/10

nothing ground breaking in this album... its pretty much takes off where Fever left, except that its just not as good... but still, its a pretty solid dance-pop album, easy on the ears with my funky beats you can shake your booty too! :)

dun expect much lyrical depth, or any vocal acrobatics... the lyrics are sexy and go well with kylie's breathy vocals... the vibe throughtout the whole album is out course, sexy. its set by the very first track slow.. :) generally, its fine, and the fac that you get a pretty kylie poster free with every purchase doesn't hurt either... cause kylie always looks hot... ;)

most memorable line: you'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high.

Side Note: Britney made some really amusing comments about Justin's manhood... hurhur... Trousersnake or trouserworm?

oh yeah, this is quite funny... FUNNY stuff!... go listen n read if u have time... thanks mag... :P

am home after a long night... :P

firstly, sorry chi... think i was supposed to go out with u... and return u the cash, but i woke up real late, thanks to this blog... but i'm sure u wun blame me... rite? :D

and yeah, my theory seems to have no basis afterall, its all thanks to the small sample size... bah, well, brain exercise can't be that bad... thanks for taking away what could have been my moment of glory mich and chi... ;)

well, where do i start on this... hmmm, i was glad i made the phone call, cause talking to you again made me realise that my decision was rite... as you said, we can talk better than we could before, and i could hear for myself that you were far better than when i first left u. was afraid u were just putting on a front... yup, i think we can remain as friends, really good ones too... :) haha, am glad your life is returning to normal, and u r... happy. and i can't believe what wk did, i'm glad i found out... i hope he has his reasons, and even if he does, some of the things he said, haha, have changed my impression of him... for the worse.

well og outing was fun on the whole, but was kinda sucky that i had to go down to buy presents alone cause cheryl had to leave to fetch the rest... i'm so broke now... pple, pay up!! haha, you wun see this, dun even know why i'm trying to tell u to pay up... :P well, we played majong, and i won the most, and contorary to someone's belief... i did have the largest *tai*... :P hmmm, was fun seeing pple getting dunked in the pool, thank goodness i ran quickly and saved myself... :P am quite amazed that our og still meets up ever so often, so proud of you man! yup, and we'll all turn up on O Nite next year, and have even more fun! :)

hey, am glad u r getting better too, dun be lovesick anymore... i wished u didn't sleep so early, really wanted to talk to u, dunno when i'll next get the chance to... hopefully sleep will wash away the pain for u, like it did for me, at least for a while.

sighs, been having certain dreams, which then turn into thoughts when i awake... they wun come true... it sure seems like it... shouldn't entertain such hopes anymore... :(

oh lastly, mich, i'll post the review of the album some other time... dun wanna stay up to listen cause i'm tired... wanna sleep... nite everyone.

You know how when u get a new plaything or gadget? you just can't get enough of it... haha, maybe tt's y i'm blogging again... :P its fun!

actually i've nothing much to say... was fiddling the title and size of the tagboard, so decided to just post something... :)

after reading cm's blog, i must say he is rite about something... if u love someone, they'd really affect you, whether you are happy or not sometimes isn't within your control anymore. its scary... hope this doesn't put anyone off from trying though... :P

oh, after zp told me about his brother's PSLE score just now, i just thought of something... it seems that in a family, the eldest always has the best academic results, and the younger siblings dun live up to the eldest's performance... maybe its just a case of an extremely small sample size, but there are exceptions of course, notably cm and luo... haha, but then maybe its cause they are guys n their siblings are all females... :P

which makes me wonder... is it possible that the difference is caused by different amounts of attention given to each person? Maybe more effort was put into nurturing the eldest cause he/she was the first, hence its more of a novelty? or maybe, its cause the eldest was ignored after the birth of the next baby, and the eldest is then more independent and works harder... haha, such silly ramblings... with no answers... :P

yup, am feeling better now, thanks for everyone's concern... am really happy to have such caring friends... :) i think a good nite's sleep really works wonders, u wake up feeling so refreshed, very good therapy... :)

1st post... :)

wow, its amazing what sadness can drive me to do... sometimes, bad things, but i guess this must be something good that has come out of it huh? :) haha, finally have set up a blog, been wanting to for ages, but being such a bum, i never got down to doing it... :P

finally, after ermmm, 3 hours, i'm done... phew... :) well, it looks quite pleasant? yeah? ;)
decided to use the idea of a pensieve (potter) for my blog... dunno if its good, will change when i think of something else...

bleah, i deleted the tag board thing accidentally, shall fix it tmr... hopefully i'd have time and feel like it... ;)

am listening to the cd i got from yihan... i wish mariah would return to producing such nice music, then i'd be her fan! hmmm, there are 2 songs tt have lyrics tt convey certain things i wanna say to u, unfortunately, i can't really choose one... well, i have to choose one cause they are conflicting in a sense, yups, shall think somemore... well, do u have a clue as to which ones i'm talking about? :p

hmmm, still feeling quite down cause of recent events... well, breaking up is hard, especially when there is no apparent reason to... there will be those who misunderstand me, but thanks to those who have shown me the support and understanding that i require... i'm only human after all.

yeah, and pple have been worrying me lots... zp, cheer up! :(

yihan, please take a break or sometime, i dun wanna to see u like tt... i'm especially worried about u... hence the excessive bothering the last few days, hope u dun mind, do u? haha, and i get even more worried when u dun respond... maybe i should just stop being so worried... Mrs Cheong syndrome? :p

really sorry to anyone i've been mean to... esp to a certain someone... ;)

hope we all feel better tmr...

sighs, gonna be gone for ages after sunday... like a few days at nick's chalet if i decide to go... n then australian trip... then family holiday... and right after that i've gotta help with the preparation of raffles invitationals... hope i get enough rest...

oh yeah, hope u dun mind yihan, but since i read yr blog the most, i took quite a few ideas from yr blog... without yr permission... hope u dun mind... well, u can take it as a compliment since i copied u... :P

okie, its late, shall sleep... bye!